Having trouble with my anxiety today. Went out to a bar yesterday, alone as usual…
Most of the times I love going out and talking with new people. but damn today all I can think is ‘they must hate me now’ ‘goddammit i must have sounded crazy’ ‘did I really talked with a stranger about all my shit?’ ‘why I keep doing this to myself?’.
And that is just so silly, you know, but I can’t help feeling so fucking inadequate.
I miss having friends. Kinda tired of doing it all alone.